Connor Donovan
All the Debts Owed
Some to the banks. Some
the basin. Some soaring
in wind & winding road,
stroking along her water
polished hair. Some
to her skipping stones
into the creek, watching
them test the waters
before dunking under.
Some to the silence
surrounding her. To leave
want wading between
her lips. The thirst to give
to the undertow of her mouth,
burning with salted touch.
Some to the full belly of wheat
grass where she lies, yellow moon
face of sunflowers around her.
To indebt your body to hers.
Her stream running through
you, breath turning silk
in the navel of her. Some
to her lamb’s ear skin. Her voice
prodding the air like a suture.
Filling the thin incisions
with desire. To thumb it
from the breeze. To let
your body soften into it.
Some when looking at
campfire lighting
her face, an untamable sky.
Redding her lips.
Such an earthly touch.
When you go to repay her,
give her all you’d give
the river & the water it holds.
When the river opens
her arms, walk into them.
Lovely is the world (i)
—After Yehuda Amichai
playing Tetris with the dishes
that don’t fit in the dishwasher,
too tired to wash them herself.
Her body a quiet rattle as she
dips her fingers into the yuck,
pulls the jaws of two plates apart
& rests a last dish, her hands
gummed in wet food & oil.
Lovely is the world with her cavern
eyes, tapioca hands, & laundry
-folded skin, branched with blue veins.
Lovely is the world draping me
in heavy humanity because we’re late
for my barium swallow. I haven’t eaten
in weeks, & she tells me it paints
my insides in metal. Lovely is the world
taking me to become the next Iron Man.
Lovely is the world helping me eat
when we get home, trying to convince
me that I’m still superhero material.
Connor Donovan (he/him) is a mathematics graduate student at the University of Pittsburgh. He is a winner of the 2023 Healthline Zine Ekphrasis Contest and a Pushcart Prize Nominee. His work can be found or is forthcoming in Ghost City Review, Vagabond City Lit, the engine(idling, underscore_magazine, and Hawai’i Pacific Review, among others. Find him at connordonovan.carrd.co.